Life...

Been thinking

When I was 16 my dad was 60.

44 years difference…

I’m 24…

He’s 68…

Average length of a man’s life, in the U.S is 75…

I don’t really think about it often but its strange…

He could have 7 years left.

And these years go back quick…

Just like yestersday it was the new years.

Now its feburary.

And i remember last years new years…

We all think we have all this time.

But in reality we don’t.

I could die tomorrow.

And that’s the end.

I personally believe in heaven, but even if you don’t.

When you die, theres nothing.

No you.

Blank-ness.

Darkness.

it really hits me where, i think im barely living.

But i’ve lived 35% of my life already.

And i’ve literally not noticed.

I remember winning and losing.

I mean lots of my og switched up on me.

they didn’t really want have to do shit with me.

it lowkey hurt…

I’ve had ups and down…

I don’t know where im going in this.

Just really need to say this.

If your reading this, go hug your dad.

life moves too quick.